I cant stand to let you in

But i think i can attempt to,

So when i came home from The Plaza today, i wasn't just bringing home a bunch of useless stuff, i also had some new insight. The bulk of which, being that my parents think that life is a job, or vice versa. "You are how much money you make" i think that sums it up pretty well. Unluckily for me, i don't see it that way, i just want want to be able to look back on my life when I'm old and say "at least i was happy"

Right now, in life and what not.
I have no job nor do i go to school, i guess you could call me a bum. But I'm a happy bum, i am doing what i want to be doing right now, i have no aspirations or dreams, i would be perfectly fine just sitting here for the rest of my life, never going anywhere and never doing anything. People think "ow that would be boring" but to me, it isn't. Once you know what people are like you tend to find that happiness in solitude, is much better than being stuck in the masses and trying to keep up appearances and deal with drama, while at the same time trying to have fun.

I am only human however, and even if i don't want it to, it may all change one day. But for now these are my thoughts, influenced by something or not. It doesn't matter.