i feel fear for the last time.

I find myself remembering things, things i don't like to think about.

It was either late November or early December, 2am in the morning. A phone rings, a boy answers, its his best friend and she is crying. Not knowing what to do the boy says the first thing he can think of, frantically asking whats wrong he struggles to keep his composure. She claims nothings wrong but he presses the issue, she gives, her boyfriend is cheating on her as they speak, he's at his 12th grade graduation after party.

They continue to talk until the sun comes up, she has stopped crying and he feels something that has been dormant in him for a while. They say their fair wells and agree to talk soon, they do, but much like every relationship it fades, these days they hardly talk.

They were lovers, conversation came every day.

They are distant, conversation comes once a month.

Situations change, people you can see yourself with forever can be gone in an instant given the right circumstances.